Addiction & Recovery

This will be hard to write, and even still I will not explain all I have been through yet. Trigger warning to anyone who might read this: I will be discussing addiction, self harm and mental health issues. If you do not want to read about these things I respect that, so there is the […]

Impulsive BPD

As you all know I have been making quite a few posts about mental health, specifically BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I was misdiagnosed for years until I had a complete mental break and was hospitalized. Only then was I honest with myself and with the therapist, and finally got the correct diagnosis. It is believed […]

BPD “Splitting”

This is a hard topic for me to discuss, but I just live in the hope that maybe someone will see it one day and finally get me. I don’t have the support someone living with BPD should have, nor do I have the medication or ability to see a psychiatrist. I started this blog […]

My Astral Projection

Astral projection (or astral travel) is a term used in esotericism to describe an intentional out-of-body-experience  (OBE) that assumes the existence of a soul or consciousness called an “astral body” that is separate from the physical body and capable of travelling outside it throughout the universe I thought I would share a basic definition of what astral projection is for those who do not […]

Birth Story

So before I get into the actual birth story/birth trauma I want to preface by saying a few things. I did not have any extra money while pregnant, I did not get to take these beautiful updated bump photos and I certainly did not have people around me for support. Me and Adam lived in […]

My quarantine thoughts

Here we are in the beginning of May and I thought things were looking up, oh my goddess was I ever wrong. Between the Covid-19, my mental health and all around absurdity of humanity I am absolutely at a loss. I always told myself even if I had a tiny platform that I would use […]

Being the “witchy mom”

So I feel like I should start this out by saying this is not aimed at any one person, if anyone chooses to take it that way- so be it. I have met a ton of supportive moms/women through the community. Unfortunately not all are like this though. My friends know I am the “witchy […]

Letter to my younger self

ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʏᴏᴜɴɢᴇʀ sᴇʟғ:Hey you! Look at that innocent smile you’ve got, not a care in the world… Try to keep that same energy, because life is gonna throw you for a loop. You’re gonna go through some traumatic things that will attempt to break you, but you’ll power through. You’re gonna be […]

My Story of Mental Illness & Trauma ☽

The tale of my life is often something I have said I could write a book on. Some things I will never tell, they will come to my grave with me. For the most part I feel I am at an age where I am ready to talk about a lot of things. I am […]